You are my God, and that should be sufficient for me. I am alone, but you will sustain me - if I let you. I ache for the love of a godly woman. Her gentle touch would encourage and comfort me; Her wisdom would help guide me and keep me on the narrow path. But that has been denied me for now. Perhaps I sought that love rather than seeking you; are you jealous? Are you are chastening me for my forgetfulness? You purchased me with your blood. Is my happiness more important than serving the God that rescued me? Let me not forget the many blessings you have provided me. Your love should be sufficient for me. But it’s not always sufficient, and that troubles me. I am a physical person, trapped in a physical world; I crave physical comfort. Is that my sin? Or did you create me to wrestle with worldly things and finally to choose you? Perhaps then you will reward me with what I crave. Note to the reader: If you have a loving partner, go, envelop them in your arms and tell them how important they are to you, and how much they mean to you. One of you will be alone soon enough – that is just our reality. Cherish the time you have together. If you do not have a loving partner than I hope and trust that God will sustain you.
