April 29, 2021 I find myself at one of those curious places in life where I need some time alone, time to sort things out. The death of a close friend who was dependent on me for emotional support and so many other things, along with turning 70 necessitate taking some time to contemplate where …
Here I am, a physical being in a physical world. Desperate for affirmation that my life means something. Surrounded by physical things, yet often alone and lonely. But just going to where other people are doesn’t solve my problem. Of course, I have friends and acquaintances, and I have family. Most people wish me no …
I am lying here wide awake in the middle of the night. Often when this happens I pray until I fall back asleep – no disrespect intended Lord! Tonight I am on a different path. I started thinking about the different possible ways people, or religions, believe that they attain “salvation”, “heaven” or “peace with …
I am not fleeing you God, rather, I am seeking you. I just can’t find you where people normally go to look. So I head into the wilderness. Not the natural wilderness where the rules are simple: in order to live I must eat something, so that something must die. It lives on through me …